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I never did anything really bad like kill somebody and bury them in my garden, but there is one small thing that I regret. And that is not paying attention during my Ancient Greek classes. I never really studied for it, I always got bad marks for it on tests and now I have really forgotten everything I learned. And that kinda sucks, because I did love it and I do love it even now. I wish I was more fluent in it, that I could translate texts with more ease. Just for personal satisfaction. If only I had studied harder, hell if only I had studied at all for it, I could have gotten better grades. I really underachieved in high school. I could have gotten better grades for most classes, but I never really did anything and got away with decent grades. I was lazy as hell. And it's just a waste really. I know that I could have been great, I might have been able to pass cum laude, but alas, it was not to be. Tags: school, writer's block
Current Music: DJ Earworm - Blame it on the Pop
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I am studying hard for my upcoming exams, for a very good reason. If I don't pass the courses of this year (my final year as a Bachelor law student) I am not allowed to start my Masters degree. So I am a bit stressed and very focused on my school work. Which means that I prepare more for classes then I did in previous years and actually pay attention to what the teacher says. Unlike some of the people in my year. In this one class, International Private Law, I am really focused because I really like it and I might pursue a Masters degree in that direction. In that class I am one of the few who either gives a shit or knows what she is doing. So when the teacher asks a question and nobody answers it and the room is awkwardly silent for like 20 seconds, I jump in and answer. Because otherwise nobody is going to answer it. Now I feel kinda bad about it, because I also want to give the other people a chance to answer the questions and get some brownie points from the teacher. But they almost never do. So for two hours straight it's mostly just me and the teacher talking. And apparently that 'upsets' some of my fellow students. They actually told me that I should stop being such a smart ass. Really? I mean really? If you want to answer, then do so. If you don't then shut the fuck up and let me at least give the teacher some consolation that she isn't standing in front of us for shit and giggles. This isn't bloody kindergarten any more, we are in college. Don't give me shit for actually trying to do my best. I swear the next person who says something like this is getting punched. Okay, I lie, I am a chicken when it comes to violence. But I will call their mother dirty names in front of them. All this stress is gonna make me snap. Tags: exams, rage, school, stupid people
Current Mood:  angry
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